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 ID: 244561 Posts: 56 | Date: 2008-06-06 02:45 Can you hear me Mama?
How can sadness, madness and happiness exist all together ? What this existence
means without his mother? He Cries and laughs at the same time. Crying because
he is sad. Crying because he is happy. Laughing, but he doesn’t know why?
A wave of nostalgia goes through his boons and his panic is great. He takes a
nap and all of a sudden something makes him up. A nice smile in his lips. A
bright light shines in his face.
Nostalgia hits him now like a slap. His lips moves feverishly and his mouth is
dry and he has to wet his lips now.
He is torn by loss. The loss of his Mama and his heart beats so fast. His eyes
are sad and tired. He is torn by joy and happiness too.It’s craziness. It’s
madness .the knowledge that he has someone somewhere he loves and that means he
is alive. Is that true? Pure feelings !sadness, Love, grief and happiness.
Where are you Mama? His sadness and his fear. His grief that always
tears…tears his heart that can’t bear. But, happiness is also there. It’s
craziness .It’s madness. What can he say? life is sad. Life is wonderful.
Where are you Mama? He is in an empty shipe, lost and lonely in the middle of an
empty ocean.His tears are hot files his sad eyes .His heart. His soul. His brain
and his love divine.I love you mama…
Ask those running stars, they will tell you the secret. Ask those burning
candles, they will tell you why only Mothers are caring. He misses her. He wants
her.He loves her.He needs to talk to her.He needs a kiss. He needs a hug. He
misses her partum and her smile. Oh! Mama, do you hear me?
He becomes quiet now. He is strange since his Mother’s death, staying in his
house by himself for hours even on weekends, drawing pictures and writing poems
of love. The pain eats his heart and loneliness disturbing his head, making
everything look strange like when a television screen goes fuzzy.
You are always in my heart mama. Your love is great. You are kind. Your death
makes me blind…Can you hear me mama? I know you hear me. I know you watch
me.
How don’t you think the fish hear the call for prayer and those bells
underwater? How can’t you believe that she doesn’t hear me from under grave
.Can you hear me mama?
He is listening to the leaves now. The sounds they make are the same joy do for
a heart. Listen!. He is listening to her song and her beautiful voice. He is
listening to her heart that is weak and never beat.
Oh!look at that !!.It’s a beautiful garden. Flowers are everywhere. Childern
are playing, laughing and hiding. Who’s that woman? She is beautiful. She is
gazing at that waterfall. She is angelic in a long white shirt and her hair is
smooth and dark. Can you see me Mama?
I watched as she is alone, happy scooping water out of a rock pool. She is full
of love and her eyes are big. She smiles to me now. A tear in her eyes. A smile
in her lips. she said :”God is everywhere. You are my babe and we will meet
again somewhere” |
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 ID: 186257 Posts: 285 | Date: 2008-06-06 03:33 i moved your topic to more appropriate forum section  |
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ID: 244561 Posts: 56 | Date: 2008-06-06 05:45 It's so kind of you and I appreciate it a lot  ...thanks!! |
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